hi, i am elsa.
i help people heal through stories.
it’s my superpower
i am a writer. a traveler. and a lover.
i am also, a proud gay woman who happens to be happily single.
i spent my first 8 years in an orphanage. then, the next 18 years at a home. and then 6 years abroad. from which 10’000 km on a bicycle, and 36 months moneyless through 27 countries.
my certifications are my lifelong experiences. no diplomas. no fancy papers. just life itself, the greatest teacher of all.
my hearts desire is to listen and to see how fears learn to love.
pss. this one is a state-secret ― the project LOVE OR FEAR is what i need the most. each day i show up to go where’s fear and lead with courage, hopefully, together with you
currently, i am writing a book in english at my parent’s home in estonia. it’s about an epic clash between the mind and the heart and how everything in our life is a gift.
LOVE OR FEAR
we go where’s fear and lead with courage.
fear learns to love through a simple power of storytelling.
LOVE OR FEAR is a home where . . .
. . . blame ends
. . . minds relax
. . . hearts open
here, we heal through stories.
we share real stories from real people with real lives.
no fiction. only the unspoken.
in LOVE OR FEAR . . .
. . . your feelings are safe
. . . your thoughts are safe
. . . your story is safe
whatever happened, happened. you’ve done nothing wrong.
. . . your pain is okay
. . . you can be honest
. . . you can speak your truth
and then, the rest follows.
here, your fears are loved. period.
come as you are. be who you are.
we connect → we speak up + we feel → we heal
start here → or continue reading.
— * love
— * honesty
— * truth
— * faith
— * connection
— * vulnerability
— * relaxation
— * openness
— * safety
— * hope
love always wins
speaking about our experiences gives a voice to the voiceless parts within ourselves.
by Matt Kahn
sweet elsa, you are…
the doorway of my soul.
the centre of my universe.
and the vulnerability of my heart.
please lets join forces.
i invite you to help me
to feel and experience everything
with openness ever present,
and to share your courage
combined with mine
so we can use our light
to recognise the light
within the darkest of things.
lets love fully and humbly.
i am the light the light i am.
fear, please teach me
how to love you,
and how can i help bring you
into the light where you belong.
fear, please show me
the evolutionary gifts of you.
whenever you’re ready,
i am here, heart open.
what comes comes anyways.
why ‘what’ comes is what i need.
when ‘why’ comes is divinely timed in me.
i will become aware of it, to feel it.
i will feel it, to transform it.
i will transform it, to be it.
and i will survived it, to live it.